| The Funhouse by Alecia Stephens | |
I navigate my way through this funhouse all twisty turns and false doors. Devices to throw you off balance tilting walk-way ready throw travelers into the abyss, landing on comfortable concrete. Stairways become slides, progress seems nigh impossible, halfway up and back to the bottom, cursing all the way down. Spinning tunnel impossible to traverse dizzy, maddening course cannot go forward yet impossible to turn around. Maze of mirrors, masters of distortion. Emphasizing the false gross exaggerations of the true form. Except one, one that shows everything in horrible clarity crystal clear replay of every move you’ve made in this funhouse called life. Showing every wrong turn, and the right direction not taken with arrows pointing the exact way. Playing an endless loop like a video of mis-steps missed connections, pictures of those you’ve journeyed with and the audio of those words said, unsaid The exquisite painful, might have beens. This mirror called Hindsight, teachs and mocks. It is a gift and curse. Try as I might, I cannot break it with any rock or man-made thing. Beautiful, terrible looking glass. So I stare into this mirror for an eternity, hating the lessons, but knowing they are vital I gaze on, memorizing my route, before I exit into the night, circle back to the beginning and go through this funhouse again praying I remember the way this time. |
Inspired by a conversation with an old friend over coffee where we asked each other the question, "Can we live life with no regrets?"
Originally titled "Hindsight is a Bitch." |

