Inspired by: Painting
Fingers dipped, smearing the brilliant colors into brown swirls of shit-stained mess. Paints only vibrant in separation. Instead the child’s digits, are dripping wet and poised for the kill. Her mission: to blur lines. Rainbow rouge-stained fingertips, soiling frilly pink clothes, white carpeted floors, coloring book pages. Former art and beauty, of suburban tidy transformed into soiled disorder at the reach of the small hand. She is still the same-- that little girl now a grown woman in form alone. Hands smoother, manicured and adorned. Her world is the artists glossy dream, Relationships beautiful-- Vibrant and lively in their original separation. Composed and collected, packaged and presented. But compelled by her own feverishly inexplicable streak of masochism-- she destroys the good. Twisted and sickening she bewilders them all. Her mission: to blur the lines. Overlapping and muddling, Mixing and rejecting. Toying with helplessly trusting hearts, sweaty grasping hands, red swollen lips. Until nothing is left, but brown-shit colored pages.
Inspired by:Painting, Relationships, Children, Growing Up
I was feeling pretty stupid about the mess that I often create for myself when it comes to relationships. Upon the examination of my actions I realized how similar I was acting to when I was a three-year-old, mixing all the paints until they were brown and ugly and then smearing it all over the floor.


